exam

tomolo exam jor...haiz
just let me die la..
i really donno hw to do a

mati one word can say lo
> <

y need exam geh..
wish me luck tomolo la..

he say he cant cum bck tis month o...
=[

need wait him till next month o...haiz
i miss him alot a
i really need a hug from him errr...

i am scared for the exam a
who can help me?

i don wan exam 

new laptop

i am so happy a
i get my new laptop today♥
hehe

i found out tat my old laptop have been use for 4 years luu
so nw is the die time of it jor [T^T]
i miss it too ga
but it cant open anymore
haiz
memory in it all lost jor luu
haiz
no choice lo HEM

new laptop of my TOSHIBA
haha
i thought i will need to wait a long time to have a new lappy
but i got it now the second day since my old lappy died
LOL thx u dad bought me new one

hehe
i will take care of it more and more
LOVE it

[ ^ ^ ]♥

my friends

i have a new gang of friends in my class now

they are nice and funny

hehe

i love them much

♥

u all will always be my best friends

muackxxx

took some pictures after school

me curi bring handphone go school

shhhhhhh

dun tell out

hahaha

here is our picture

although just few

but is oso over memory at RPS

hehe

me and sook fun

she is the new wife ♥ [ darling ]of mine

she sit beside me in class

she likes to say to me when i close to others girls

“ 我们离婚吧 ！！”

but at last we are still together

♥

hahaha

so funny

i love to make her say “离婚吧” 

i think i got problems

LOL

we will always be together happily ever after

♥

hehe

♥four of us♥

me, aun aun , sook fun and ah leng

hehe

aun aun is so funny d la

she always makes me laugh cant stop

make me become a sor po

kek sam d la she

haha

but i like to laugh until like that

haha

ah leng is the one who always like to " jit "

she knows that i scared but she likes

[> <]

she make me shout

errrr

kek sam again

LOL

some of friends are still not in the pictures

will be taking wif thm next time

haha

♥ WE ARE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER ♥

鬼屋之游

星期日3-7-2011，我与我妈和老婆的妈去了育才独中

鬼屋   内鬼2.0

这是我从下到大第一次用脚走进鬼屋

那种压力真的无法形容

老婆很坏的，明明懂我怕，还要我进去[> <]

还要表明 “ 老公一定要到！！”

够力咯，去又不是，不去又不是，最后还是去了，唉

刚开始上去，我的心跳都已经加速了，啊！！

上到去就是一大长龙，都是等着进鬼屋的学生们

过后因为要等太久，所以我们打算跟老婆拍张照就回家

你懂那时我多开心吗？我简直放下心头大石了

可是

老婆很不甘愿哦，还是要我们进，我们既然变了VIP客人

不用排队就能进鬼屋，我那时又脚软了，老婆坏啊！！

我的 “鬼” 老婆

一进去，我已经交到半死了 [><] 抓住老婆妈的手不放

他都给我气死了，可是没有办法，人家真的怕的嘛。

也是你们逼我进的，不是我要的，不能怪我啊。

呜呜，我要哭了 [T^T]

我被鬼拉脚，被鬼拉衣服，可是两个妈妈都没被抓

为什么偏偏是我呢？？！

最怕是我，中最多招的也是我，

不甘心，你们竟然这样欺负我哦 [><]

可是也有好笑的时候啦，就是当我看到老婆的时候。

哈哈，我一看到她，就是一句 “这只鬼我不怕！！！”

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈，老婆当场给我气死了XP

我不要再进鬼屋了，不要不要，我会心脏病发作的啊！！

老婆不要在叫我进了，呜呜，我哭。

我的样子看起来真的很不安 [><]

it is too late

太迟了，一切都太迟了
以前的我承认，我好爱你，好想你
可是现在没有了，不会再想你了，不再爱你了。

机会不是每次都能给的，说真的我好累了，不想再面对你了
其实你是个怎样的人，我说懂其实并不是很懂，
说不懂但又不是完全不懂。
你给了我好多好多疑问，都无法解答。
以前的你不会在信息里说一句爱你，一句想你，
就连简单的一句宝贝晚安都没有。

见面时你说你爱我，我好开心，可是就只那区区的几个小时
现在你告诉我，“如果还有机会，我要改变一切”
这句话，让我觉得你还想要回我，可惜我后来发觉你还是什么改变都没有
不要再对我许下无法实践的承诺了，我不会在信的

原本以为starwalk的时候，你会叫我帮你拿衣服给你，
没想到这简单一关，你失败了，帮你拿的人不是我，而是她，第一个见的人是她

我以为starwalk当天你会跟我一起走，书包重了，你可以帮我拿
可惜，这关还是失败了，你没有找我，你没有问我在那里，更是没有复我信息

starwalk后，我特地约你去jusco，只是想跟你走走，开心的，关心我的
没有想到，我们连一起走一个小时都没有，我好失望你懂吗？
信息你几点来，你会的只有 “迟点” 。信息你在那里了，你会的也只有 “在楼上”
现在是谁先对谁冷？是谁不给机会谁了？

我在一天里给了你那么多次机会你都做不到，我还能怎样？
你要我如何相信。你最后的一句承诺是真的做到的？

每次想起你，脑海里出现的不是幸福的全部，而是悲伤的所有
每次你找我，脸上不是出现开心的笑容，而是不能控制的眼泪
原谅一个人需要时间，但那时间过了，就是没有的再重来

我好后悔，为什么我当初要对你那么的好，换来一身的伤
为什么当初要爱你那么深，却换来所有的痛
女生的心就像一片薄薄的玻璃，要小心呵护，而不是拿来伤害的
我要把我的心收回，再把你的心交回给你，我没有办法在呵护你的心了

再见了，我曾爱过的你，
你的挽留太迟了，我留不住了
我只好为你流下最后的一滴眼泪

me recently

最近的我心情都还不错，起码我会真心的笑了。
[ ^ ^ ]

近来的我，每天不是上课就是补习，然后就是做功课。
当然上网也不例外啦 =P

好可怜哦我，在学校好像被个马来男老师看中 [><] 名 ‘encik azlan’
YERR ，他教我们muet的
 现在我的朋友一开口就是在说 "你老公""dear" 什么的
我冤枉哦，我不是他的咯 ，要我说几多次嘛。

他真的很什么的啦，好像特别关照我们的。
不懂是好事还是坏事 ~~

我现在能做的就是不要让他那么注意我errr
怕怕他， 不是不要对我们好啦，是不要太好，好像很明显这样的

RPS真的不好咯，学校最大那个不放人走，不给人转校。
她有没有脑想的哦，如果你的学校是好的，就不会有那么多人要转咯
今天再周会还在那里多多声说，
说“ 如果那个学校校长会放成绩很好的人走就是傻的”
拜托，你自己的学校有没有那个水准去留那些成绩好的学生哦？
我可以说没有咯

1。上课环境失败，要我们拿着那么多书走到最后一个block，
还有课室太热了，不热死都可以中暑，这是良好的学习环境么？

2。食堂的食物根本不能吃，加上太贵了，
一碟普通的nasi lemak加一块鸡有本事收到RM5，太夸张了。

3。有口说这样不能那样不能，可是又做不到，马来学就是这样的么？

唉，都不懂怎样挨下去，天气都热了，可是连风都吹不到，
顶不顺咯 ><
prasukan又来了，我好累啊！！！

alone

i am lonely now , sharing my feeling with nobody but at my blog .

i saw all my friends are having a good relationship .

sharing their happiness with me .

i am happy to listen of it but i am sad because i wont get all those love .

who will know that i am sad although i am smiling in front of u all ?

today my friend let me see a message sent by her boy .

it says 

"i am so happy to have u in my life, u are my angel that gave me loves and cares ,i love u more thn how u thought it will be .i am always happy when i saw u , missing u when u were not beside me . remember i am always here just for you ,love u forever , muackxx ."  

what a sweet message from him . i can feel that my friend was so happy and her face looks sweet too .

she gets a simple love like i am always wanted .

but i dont have that luck to have it , all the love i get hurts

wishing her and my friends will stay with their love happily ever after 

and i will be alone here , waiting him to come home .

i have to be brave to past all my days alone .

端午节快乐

今天是端午节了, 虽然今天并没有什么特别啦

前天, 我去了姨婆家帮忙弄粽子  [ ^ ^ ]

成功弄了7个 , 其他都是姨婆弄完 [> <]

没有办法，她太快了 。

冬菇 ，猪肉 ， 咸蛋 ，虾米，还有一个 “ fong lut ”

LOL

不懂华语名

弄的过程 ，我妈妈拍照的

拍到不错哦

>////<

好了，这里是我弄的 7 个粽子

hehe

是时间放进锅煮了

yeah yeah

我又贡献

*****谢谢****

那天的晚上在姨婆家吃晚餐 “火锅”

其实不算开心的一天

因为又有人惹我吵架

＊＊＊＊＊唉＊＊＊＊＊

！！我讨厌你　！！

为什么要惹我

过分

又来伤我的心

——ｅｎｄ——

i am just a STUPID girl

suddenly felt tat i am stupid , i am giving out all my love to a guy that are not truly loving me .
it was too late because i just found out today , i am falling apart now .
he said that he got some other that will take care of him while he said he will care me well .
what is the truth ? please don't care me if u are caring other , i hate that feeling .
u are making me sad all the time , some more u can't done all of your promises .
y am i loving u ?  for what that i have to care you?



i don't want to be your friend , i don't want to be your sis .
just let me alone if u said that u didn't like me .
don't say that i am a liar as u are a liar too .
didn't u knew that what u have said is hurting me ?
i am sure that i am enough now !!
i don't want to have relation now !!
my heart broken as no one can cure it up , just myself .



why are there some other people can have a sweet relation but i can't ?
why are there some other people can have their own true love but i can't ?
why are there some other people can stay their relation forever but i can't ?
why are there some other people can have sweet memories , sweet celebration for special days but i can't ?



you are just the same , hurt me the most , making me worry , making me sad .
u ask me yesterday ,'' if u were lost suddenly , what will i do? ''
i answered u ''what happen? i will be missing u , and i will be sad .''
but today if u ask me , my answer will be ''sorry , i don't need u , i am hurt deeply and leave me alone .''




our love is not considered as love , i finally knew it today !!!
i changed my facebook password just now ,
i am going to take some time to cure myself .
and then i will be fine without you !!!


goodbye , we are no more now

我最亲密的亲人

谢谢你，曾经做过我的情人
谢谢你，愿意为我付出
谢谢你，没有在我最伤心的时候离我而去
谢谢你，还把我当成你最亲密的亲人

我很开心，因为我还拥有着你
一个在见面时会逗我开心，会疼我的你。
没有人会像你那样，对我那么好了


你给我的拥抱，好温暖，好窝心
你吻我的脸颊，很真实，很认真
在我心里，其实你很可爱，你就是我最爱的 ‘熊熊’
让我好想抱着你，或让你拥抱着
那种感觉，我真的很喜欢，很喜欢


还有一点重要的是
和你在一起时，我可以做回我自己
一个粗鲁，不许警惕自己要诗文的我
我们可以牵着手一起唱歌，一起笑，一起谈未来
没有伪装，伤心时哭泣，开心时大笑，关心时温柔，斗嘴时霸道
[ ^ ^ ]



虽然我们还是情人时，真的有很多不开心的时候
可是，你现在对我的好，可真的无人能比
你是我的全部，可我们现在只是一对亲密的亲人
你可是个大忙人，做工，上课，回到家不是打机就是补习
我习惯了，我喜欢现在，我们都开心，给对方默默的爱
突然的一通电话，斗斗嘴，撒撒娇 [>////<] 我也是开心的
我爱你当我的亲人，么么。


说到这里，
突然觉得叮当唱的《亲人》真的很好听
尤其是这一句
“不要吻我，只要抱着我。不要爱我，做我的亲人。
把手借我，一天一分钟，做我最亲密的亲人。
不是谁的情人，谁的某某某。”

i lub bigbang

BIGBANG

i found out that i LUB u all much

[^  ^] ❤

MUACKXXX

haru haru

in this video

T.O.P and G-dragon so cool

AHHHHH ❤

leng zai errrrrrrrrrrrrrr > <

i LOVE taeyang ,  T.O.P,  G-dragon

\[ ^ ^ ]/

so cool , leng zai and cute la

❤ taeyang ❤

OMG  [@ @]

cool muscles 

> <

*************************************

❤ T.O.P ❤

he is cool

i lub his sound when singing

************************************

❤ G-dragon ❤

so cute

he is cute

hehehehehehehe

i m gila in lub wif thm

#^ ^# ❤ 

see my eyes ^ ^

[ >//////< ]

paiseh leh

this is the first time i successfully drew 

my eyeline

LOL

********see********

WEIRD or NOT leh ??

i just playing for fun

haha

mayb i am not going to go out gai gai like tis

><

cus i dun wan shock my frens

wakakaka

--------------------------------------------------------

i am not a leng lui

but

i have to learn to make up

as long as

because

i am a GIRL

[ ^ ^ ]

*End*

my mum fren dog =]

its name is fed fed

weird name

LOL

i also donno y she call her dog tis name

it is cute

[^______^]

it was a male dog
so as usual it was naughty
he like to bite slipper
and crawl under the car
maked itself dirty
choco dog became black dog
LOL

today went simee with mum and her fren [aunty]
have our breakfast and
bck to aunty home after finish buying all the things

i LOVE dog
so i sayang sayang fed fed
hehe

it so cute <3

******blek******

=PPPPPPP

see so naughty jump here jump there

>________<

me sayang sayang

-----------------MUACK--------------------

**END**

jusco with my best fren

today went jusco wif wai yin

because i need to buy some text books

for  my form 6

i finally chose to study BM

HRM

was is a GOOD choice??

just study hard hard ba

!!!!!!!GAMBATEH winnie!!!!!!!

back to today wif wai yin la

hehe

we chat chat chat

and

laugh laugh laugh

haha  [^___^]

summore i told her about 

wat happen to me with him

haiz

she was confused by me too

LOL

i think we really just can be fren la

find me if u want

but no confusing anymore

i am tired

u said   "u miss me"

u said  "u wish to see me"

but wat happen after tat????

u told me to "forget you","leave u alone","dun care about u"

wat should i do???

which one i should choose???

up to u ba

i will do want u want me to do

_________________________________________________________

 after i bought all the books

i get a voucher of RM 5 discount at CAFE TAKAHASHI

so we same same went there to have our meal

#### yummy food   ####

i like it

MUACKXXX

wai yin having this <3

sweet

i LOVE much a

the egg is soft , smooth

>///////<

yum yum ah!!!!

want to have it next time

mushroom spaghetti

two of us sharing together

hehe

these are SOTONG

diong diong 

hahaha

having happy day wif wai yin

planing to go watch movie this saturday

"FAST FIVE"

will we go successfully  

haha

*END*

the love i met

以前，我相信爱情，爱对了人就会天长地久
现在，我开始明白，有些事有些人，仅仅能成为纪念
有些人注定只是相遇，想恋；而相守却可望而不可及


有一种爱明明是深爱却又说不出来；
有一种爱明明想放弃却不能放弃；
有一种爱明知是煎熬却又躲不开；
有一种爱明知无钱路，心却早已收不回来。


在我们的世界里，
你伤得我好深，好深，好深
我也想快乐一点
但你留给我的只有无尽的伤害和等待
我以为你懂我的用心
你却把我的用心当作你伤害的资本
心里有万般的委屈
得到的不是暖暖的安慰
你给的伤害
发现已无法用语言表达


我很疼，很疼，很疼
你晓得么？
你知道么？
你明白么？
你懂得么？


据说，幸福是要将就的
所以爱情，请一路走好