alone

i am lonely now , sharing my feeling with nobody but at my blog .

i saw all my friends are having a good relationship .

sharing their happiness with me .

i am happy to listen of it but i am sad because i wont get all those love .

who will know that i am sad although i am smiling in front of u all ?

today my friend let me see a message sent by her boy .

it says 

"i am so happy to have u in my life, u are my angel that gave me loves and cares ,i love u more thn how u thought it will be .i am always happy when i saw u , missing u when u were not beside me . remember i am always here just for you ,love u forever , muackxx ."  

what a sweet message from him . i can feel that my friend was so happy and her face looks sweet too .

she gets a simple love like i am always wanted .

but i dont have that luck to have it , all the love i get hurts

wishing her and my friends will stay with their love happily ever after 

and i will be alone here , waiting him to come home .

i have to be brave to past all my days alone .